hello to myself

If You Only Knew - Milk Inc
I tell myself I am seeing ghosts
They're just projections of the things I need the most
'cause when you say hello or ... ile at me
That's not a secret code
You're tryin to signal me
It's just a trick of my mind
What am I hoping to find
I need to stop this before one of us gets hurt
But when I'm lying awake
It feels like such mistake
A wasted day 'cause I didn't say a word
Oh no?
Though I know that this isn't real
I cannot help but wonder what you'd feel
And though I know that it isn't true
I cannot help but wonder what you'd do
If you only knew.
If you only knew.
I tell myself I should wake and see
there's not the slightest chance you'd ever fall for me
I'm holding on to this fantasy
a play that's staged within
my dreams and reveries.
It's just a trick of my mind
desire's turning me blind
shows me a side of you that simply isn't there
And when I'm lying in bed,
my head,filled with regrets
A train of thoughts on a track that leads nowhere.
nowhere?
Though I know that this isn't real
I cannot help but wonder what you'd feel
And though I know that it isn't true
I cannot help but wonder what you'd do
If you only knew?
If you only knew?
If you only knew?
If you only knew the way your laugh
shines like a blade
but cuts me in half
If you only knew the way your ... ile?
haunts me.
Though I know that this isn't real
I cannot help but wonder what you'd feel
And though I know that it isn't true
I cannot help but wonder what you'd do
If you only knew?
If you only knew?
If you only knew,1,求问这首英文歌的名字,
第一句话是tell myself.when you say hello ... ... ile at me 什么什么的,
这个视频的第一首歌,